I know my content might not match the title I wrote but anyway, I like this story by William Hope Hodgson, it's a little towards religious and science fiction,as I may say but nevertheless, it's good to read about it. There're some hard words and some sentence that I don't quite understand (the English used is a little dense) but I still understand the overall content.


By the way, it is titled 'Eloi Eloi lama sabachtani'. If you've read your Bible till the new testament,you are sure to be fammiliar with this line of sentence. If you have not, I will tell you what the title meant. It means 'My god,My god, why have you forsaken me?' This title of the book originates (most probably) from the Bible.Jesus was crucified on the cross and left there and he said 'Eloi Eloi lama sabachtani' during the ninth hour and then died. I think that's where the author got the title from. If you're interested in knowing a lil bit more about this 'eloi eloi lama sabactani' thing, you can read them here.


Sorry, a little too biblical there. Just trying to explain a wee bit little. By the way, if you would like to read the full short story, here's the link for you to download it. It's free. Okay, so I will summarize the story. Warning! Spoilers alert!


It's started with a chat between two guys in a club about the news they've seen on the paper.One of the guy at the 4th table heard it and responded to their little discussion. He,the guy at 4th table told them that Baumoff (the guy in the news) was replicating a miniature scaled scene on the death of Jesus Christ. He explained about the darkening of the sky when Christ died on the cross, how it happened and that it can be proven scientifically. Baumoff became the 'guinea pig' to his experiment and he died from it. Baumoff DID manage to create the darkening sky and stuff like that but died in a very agonizing way. How pitifully sad.

I recommend that you read the full story. The beginning might be a little boring but towards the middle and end, this are getting interesting.

Alright,that's for today's story. I've nothing much to say other than this short story of mine so,

Signing off,

Hey guys! I know this is not about my personal life but I'm here to warn you about the new RM50 notes. My uncle sent me this mail and told me to be careful about RM50 notes that is currently circulating. I believe not many of you may be aware about it so I just want to copy and paste this in my blog for everyone to see. Please click for a full view.

Alright,Signing off,

Finally the last term's exam is over but I don't feel all that jolly like most of my friends were. I guess it's because I still have tons of homework to catch up on that has been given to me by my tuition teacher and on top of that, I need to catch up on some other subjects so that I don't regret by the time I hit next year. I only have less than 2 months to catch up on my whole form 4. I wonder how am I going to squeeze in my 10 subjects in like less than 2 months.


By the way, I'm going to be home alone,soon, after this week because mom and dad is going to Bali to visit a friend. I don't know but I have like no emotion towards them when they were saying they are going to Bali for one week.I used felt like a little scared and lonely but now, no more.


Anyway, I'll be making a new website soon and it's all going to be about dolls! I loved dolls since I was young and even till now. I know that's like so not me but I just can't stop loving those stuff. I've tried to not like it but I just can't and whenever I see a doll line that I love in the shopping mall (like Winx Club), and if I don't have that particular type on the shelf, I'll go drooling over it. It's just so hard not to love it! *arrgh*

Alright, I need to finish up my Add maths homework so, tata!


Signing off,

Hey everyone! I'm back at last. I was having this last term exam that hindered me from blogging and as well as a couple of other stuffs.By the way, many things has happen since the last time I blogged (that will be a very obvious thing actually). Anyway, here are some recent happenings and events in my little life of mine.


I just argued with my dad yesterday and it was terrible. I don't want to tell you what he said and what I said but anyway, it was a heated argument. I hated the whole argument all the way and I actually, didn't want it to happen, if possible. I was so mad at him that from the moment we fought, I never got down from my room. (I shouted from my room upstairs because I was there initially.) I cried from my room thinking that I wish this would never happened. I can't possibly go apologize because well, I'm such a hard head (you guys would understand my bad personality if you're my classmates). I went for a nice bath and then later went to sleep.



Anyway, besides that, I have been reading some biblical manga (note: I don't usually read manga) by nextmanga and I loved it. So far,they only created 3 mangas and I have them all. My church has been selling them dirt cheap especially for Manga Messiah. It is only RM3 per book and it's brand new. No flaws nothing. As for Manga Mutiny and Manga Metamorphosis, it's only RM10,which is still dirt cheap. Those books are priced at RM30++ if my conversion is not wrong because I found these books in their online store selling for USD12.99 per book. I've got to tell you, the characters in the books are just too 'cool' to be them. The apostle and etc are like woah! And especially the main character , Jesus is just too cool to be true.

By the way, I don't really like Manga Mutiny's style of art. I wonder why they changed the artist that illustrate the books.I still prefer Manga Metamorphosis and Manga Messiah's art style. It's much much better because Manga Mutiny's artwork is just a little too...what would I say.. a little soft and too girly girly. I don't know about you but I just prefer the artist that have done both Manga Messiah and Manga Metamorphosis.

Grab one from you church or maybe you could drop by your local Christian bookshops.It's a book worth to read because well, it made some changes to me.

Anyway, I got to go finish up my Physics homework given to me by my tuition teacher.


Signing off,



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HOLY CAMOLY!! okay, I admit that it's such a weird phrase but well anyway, I am hell-a glad that I've finally got back my PC.YAY! My bro updated something and so, we've this on and off problems and phew,fortunately it is finally o-kay! mmm...

Well, many stuff had happen since the last update and I'm excited to say that I've a new pup! It's uber cute and it's a cross breed between *err..* I'm not sure. It's really naughty because it keeps biting us because well, like all babies, it needs something to bit and chew on to well... soothen their 'itchy-teeth', I'm not sure what do you exactly call those habits babies have that even puppy has and well, my mom coined that so well, there goes the credit. But, nevertheless, it's a really fun pup to play with and especially it being just too cute. :) It's name is Julius because he was born on the 7th of July 2009 and hence, the origin of July was Julius from the great Roman emperor Julius Caesar. I got it from my mom's friend's friend. Get it?

(image not ready, will have it taken once dad hand the cam back to me after his expedition to Laos)

okay,so during the holidays, I've done quite a lot to my roomie. Nothing much has changed just that I've clean and tidy up a lot that now, it is much more 'movable', as I would call it and much more user- friendly to me, that is.



Other than that, I'm pleased to tell everyone that I'm finishing my hefty heavy book:The Face by Dean Koontz. It has a really well,boring beginning but a really epic middle and even towards the end part and boy, I really like the two main characters from that book : Aelfric Manheim (even his name sounds nice) and Ethan Truman.I'm pretty hooked up to this Ethan Truman guy mainly because he sounded so sweet.(err, I know that's so not me) Not in a romantic way (I don't like romantic stuff,for your information) but the attitude that was portrayed by the author was well, really nice.



Besides, I've started taking bible classes and I find it pretty interesting.I've gotten to know more about my religion and it's really comfortable and I also got to know stuff that I already don't know.


Er, that car that he took yesterday was his new car and I don't know what's the type but I'm aware it's a Black Honda that looked something like this.

Oh right and just yesterday, my bro met in an accident. The car is in really bad shape and fortunately my bro was not harm except that he's complaining his chest his pain. I assume he's talking about the sternum because he said the 'middle of my chest'. My mom pestered him to do an X-ray but he was a lil lazy and he dragged on till the afternoon. I'm not sure what happened to the other guy that was involved but according to my brother that guy was okay. There were so many things he needed to settle and complete so today was like a really hyper busy day for him. The car was in totally bad shape. The bumper of the car was gone, the windows were shattered and broken into pieces, both front seat and the rest I'm not too sure because I didn't take a close look to it and I assume the dashboard's windows are broken as well and fortunately, with science, the windshield was not broken into pieces because a protective layer has been added to prevent glass from shattering that could result in devastating damage. Imaging pieces of glass flying and of course, with that kind of impact, surely a few small pieces would cut through some part of your body, especially your face, the most subtle one.

Nevertheless, we're all glad that my bro was all right. No broken limbs and etc. We assume that the car came from the passenger side of the front seat and well,maybe it was trying to turn into a junction or so and since it was in the night, visibility was terrible and it hit right through the passenger side of the front seat. Luckily

Alright, I guess that's it for today. I'll have to do some stuff later so,


Signing off,

Great! Yea, I know I hadn't been blogging,updating my fitness journal and stuff because my internet is down. I'm soooo sorry for not being able to update!

By the way, I'm so glad dad treated me to the net because,well, at least I am able to update a lil,not too much but nonetheless, it is better than no updates.

By the way, We had 'Career Day' the other day at my school and it was pretty great, not really fancy and great but I pretty much like it. I was looking for universities/college that is offering science like Physics but to no avail,there is none particular to Physics only but I found something that stated 'Natural Science'. I've no idea what that is but well, I guess the only way to find out is throught the net and so,I'm going to do some research =)

By the way, today, after mom and I picked up some grocery at Carrefour, we exited the carpark and was ready to pay and since well,this is only our 2nd time using the carpark facility Carrefour had built, we were not quite sure with the system there. Mom hand the ticket to the guy in the counter and well, he said that my mom had to insert the ticket to a machine,together with his annoyed look and tone. My mom,being a little well...slow, I would say, couldn't really get it and was a lil klutzy looking. Since that guy flashed that annoyed look, I was annoyed with him,too,well,for being rude and since mom couldn't get it, my anger stir up, not because of mom but because of that guy's attitude of not being able to at least show a sign of willingness to help.

I pointed at mom about that machine he was talking about and my mom decided to reverse her car,unfortunatly, 2 more cars were behind her and so she honk. Since none of them moved,well,they probably didn't knew what mom wanted and so..I was fustrated, showed my temper and started scolding :" Gimme that! I'll do it. That guy's so rude!!" I got out of the car and insert the ticket to the machine. Then, decided to get into the car after mom drive her car. Boy, that bar thing (I don't know what it is called exactly but you know those thing at the carpark,where you have to pass through it when entering to get ticket, and only after you get the ticket,the bar like thing will open to let you pass through) almost hit me. I was mad already and well, that guy,whilst passing him, he, in a sarcastic tone said :"go,go,go" and so, I said:"Sh*t you!F**k you!, I raised my right hand and pointed my middle finger." *uh-oh* Heh, I was darn pissed off that time. Well, I'm bad-tempered. What can I say?

Alright, time's up and well, got to go! I hope my net will be okay soon~~!

till then,



Signing off,

Question:
You've just inherited a manufacturing plant that specializes in plastics. What are you going to make?


Answer:
I will think of a way to make nature-friendly plastic, that if,it's possible that it is bio-degradable like paper,doesn't require much non-renewable resources,like solar energy,very nature-friendly and most of all,that it costs cheap so many can purchase it and use it like normal plastic bags we usually get in stores/hypermarket.

But...anyway, still, I would prefer that everyone carries an empty bag/reusable bag when purchasing groceries because then, the usage of plastic would slowly decrease and therefore, the the place would be a much nicer and better place to live in. [Although, I don't really practice that. I guess,action speaks louder than words =x. Going to practice that from now on. =)]

Although, the company might's income would decrease and thus, many labours would loose jobs.

Hmm....a random question being hit at me by blogger and I talked so much about it.