In the next few days, I'll be home alone again....for 1 week!! No brother, no mom and dad. After that 1 week, bro will be back home. Even if he's at home, it makes not much of a different. He's just an extra ornament at home. I don't find that with him at home, my house chores would be lighten up. Instead, he'd create extra work for me to do because I'll probably have to cook for his part...a little, maybe. I hope he goes to work more often so that I don't have to cook his part....uggh.


I have some few events coming up and I am not really looking forward to one of them - the Rakan Muda Camp. I somehow felt a little lazy and I know when I get back home from the camp, no one will be at home. You understand that kind of feeling? I wonder why the h*ll they changed the camp date. Stupid asses. I hate it soo much! If only they did not change the camp date, I'll still be able to bid goodbye to my mom. Gah..! So much for wanting that 'triangular medal' thingy


Other than that, this Saturday, I am participating in the community service in Selayang. I am not doing it for Rakan Muda but for myself and for the people there. I question myself about it and thought a few times and finally I made the decision to go.I was hesitant but I remembered the last time when I was doing community service in PKKII for my Moral project and I had a lot of fun helping out. I pretty much enjoyed helping them out. Fortunately, Roveen might be coming and I hope Alyssa would be able to come and join us. I hope she doesn't give us any of her 'siew je' excuses. *lol*


I'm guessing my CG leader would be so happy if I told her I'd come and join together with Roveen. I haven't tell her yet but I am going to after this post. I will also need to call Roveen to ask her about Alyssa.


Dad has gone out to Krabi,Thailand with his 'biker-friends' this morning at 3 a.m. It's great not having him at home because you'll feel a little freedom when he's not around. Mom and I can go to that Guardian Clearance sale and Mr DIY. It might sound very dull to you but for me, it's enough. I love clearance sale and Mr DIY. I just found out that there's a new Mr DIY in Carrefour! How exciting. I hope they have better range of items for me to choose from.

Alright.That's it for today..!

Signing off,

Sorry for the lack of updates. I've accumulated those little events that has passed and so, here's my post.

*sigh* I'm getting more and more lazy nowadays. This whole week, I was supposed to self study and do extra homework but I blow it all. Instead, I was busy fiddling around with my dolls (oh yes, this is something you should know) and going online to look for accessories for them for my 'going-to-be- doll-collection-and-review-blog.' The only thing I am lacking now is a table lamp to act as my lightning base to capture shots.Yes, I want to make it as professional as possible. I love those accessories they sell on the net but unfortunately, due to my big spending habits, I don't have enough money to purchase them. What a dread! I also missed out a GREAT offer in Ebay selling those accessories I want at more than 50% off. What the hell.



By the way, mom and dad has been gone for almost 1 week now and they are going to be back today. Hopefully mom gets good shots to make everything worth it. I was kinda reluctant to give her my camera because I know I was going to need it and boy,I was right. The other day, I saw a small bird flying over some flowers finding nectar, poking his beak inside and out of the flowers. I was so excited and when I decided to take my camera, I realized that I had borrowed it to my mom. What a dread...!


I have not been to school for about a week now and am going back tomorrow to peak in and see what they have to say for the last day of school for this year. I have good reason for not attending school so don't think I'm a bad kid. I have been to school for 3 days last week and during those 3 days period, nothing was on. No teaching, no discussion, no what so ever. I was virtually growing moulds sitting there doing almost nothing,except for taking pictures (we brought cameras) with my buds, doing a little Physics tuition work and some reading.That's why I decided not to go to school.



I am also scheduled to go for camping hosted by Rakan Muda but it was postponed to 1st,2nd and 3rd of December 2009 instead of 20th,21st and 22nd November 2009 and guess what? My whole family is supposed to be in Australia for 2 weeks! starting from the 3rd of December 2009.
Well, I was planning that if my teacher in charge and the people there allow me to leave on the 2nd December in the night, then I can get the best of both world. Hopefully.

I've so much stuff to write here but I guess the post will be a little boring if I crap too much so, I think I better sign off now to continue some of my homeworks. I don't want to get fired by my teacher tonight.

Signing off,


p.s: WATCHC 2012! It's a fantastic movie. The special effects and all is totally awesome! Go to the cinema to get the best out of it!

I know my content might not match the title I wrote but anyway, I like this story by William Hope Hodgson, it's a little towards religious and science fiction,as I may say but nevertheless, it's good to read about it. There're some hard words and some sentence that I don't quite understand (the English used is a little dense) but I still understand the overall content.


By the way, it is titled 'Eloi Eloi lama sabachtani'. If you've read your Bible till the new testament,you are sure to be fammiliar with this line of sentence. If you have not, I will tell you what the title meant. It means 'My god,My god, why have you forsaken me?' This title of the book originates (most probably) from the Bible.Jesus was crucified on the cross and left there and he said 'Eloi Eloi lama sabachtani' during the ninth hour and then died. I think that's where the author got the title from. If you're interested in knowing a lil bit more about this 'eloi eloi lama sabactani' thing, you can read them here.


Sorry, a little too biblical there. Just trying to explain a wee bit little. By the way, if you would like to read the full short story, here's the link for you to download it. It's free. Okay, so I will summarize the story. Warning! Spoilers alert!


It's started with a chat between two guys in a club about the news they've seen on the paper.One of the guy at the 4th table heard it and responded to their little discussion. He,the guy at 4th table told them that Baumoff (the guy in the news) was replicating a miniature scaled scene on the death of Jesus Christ. He explained about the darkening of the sky when Christ died on the cross, how it happened and that it can be proven scientifically. Baumoff became the 'guinea pig' to his experiment and he died from it. Baumoff DID manage to create the darkening sky and stuff like that but died in a very agonizing way. How pitifully sad.

I recommend that you read the full story. The beginning might be a little boring but towards the middle and end, this are getting interesting.

Alright,that's for today's story. I've nothing much to say other than this short story of mine so,

Signing off,

Hey guys! I know this is not about my personal life but I'm here to warn you about the new RM50 notes. My uncle sent me this mail and told me to be careful about RM50 notes that is currently circulating. I believe not many of you may be aware about it so I just want to copy and paste this in my blog for everyone to see. Please click for a full view.

Alright,Signing off,

Finally the last term's exam is over but I don't feel all that jolly like most of my friends were. I guess it's because I still have tons of homework to catch up on that has been given to me by my tuition teacher and on top of that, I need to catch up on some other subjects so that I don't regret by the time I hit next year. I only have less than 2 months to catch up on my whole form 4. I wonder how am I going to squeeze in my 10 subjects in like less than 2 months.


By the way, I'm going to be home alone,soon, after this week because mom and dad is going to Bali to visit a friend. I don't know but I have like no emotion towards them when they were saying they are going to Bali for one week.I used felt like a little scared and lonely but now, no more.


Anyway, I'll be making a new website soon and it's all going to be about dolls! I loved dolls since I was young and even till now. I know that's like so not me but I just can't stop loving those stuff. I've tried to not like it but I just can't and whenever I see a doll line that I love in the shopping mall (like Winx Club), and if I don't have that particular type on the shelf, I'll go drooling over it. It's just so hard not to love it! *arrgh*

Alright, I need to finish up my Add maths homework so, tata!


Signing off,

Hey everyone! I'm back at last. I was having this last term exam that hindered me from blogging and as well as a couple of other stuffs.By the way, many things has happen since the last time I blogged (that will be a very obvious thing actually). Anyway, here are some recent happenings and events in my little life of mine.


I just argued with my dad yesterday and it was terrible. I don't want to tell you what he said and what I said but anyway, it was a heated argument. I hated the whole argument all the way and I actually, didn't want it to happen, if possible. I was so mad at him that from the moment we fought, I never got down from my room. (I shouted from my room upstairs because I was there initially.) I cried from my room thinking that I wish this would never happened. I can't possibly go apologize because well, I'm such a hard head (you guys would understand my bad personality if you're my classmates). I went for a nice bath and then later went to sleep.



Anyway, besides that, I have been reading some biblical manga (note: I don't usually read manga) by nextmanga and I loved it. So far,they only created 3 mangas and I have them all. My church has been selling them dirt cheap especially for Manga Messiah. It is only RM3 per book and it's brand new. No flaws nothing. As for Manga Mutiny and Manga Metamorphosis, it's only RM10,which is still dirt cheap. Those books are priced at RM30++ if my conversion is not wrong because I found these books in their online store selling for USD12.99 per book. I've got to tell you, the characters in the books are just too 'cool' to be them. The apostle and etc are like woah! And especially the main character , Jesus is just too cool to be true.

By the way, I don't really like Manga Mutiny's style of art. I wonder why they changed the artist that illustrate the books.I still prefer Manga Metamorphosis and Manga Messiah's art style. It's much much better because Manga Mutiny's artwork is just a little too...what would I say.. a little soft and too girly girly. I don't know about you but I just prefer the artist that have done both Manga Messiah and Manga Metamorphosis.

Grab one from you church or maybe you could drop by your local Christian bookshops.It's a book worth to read because well, it made some changes to me.

Anyway, I got to go finish up my Physics homework given to me by my tuition teacher.


Signing off,



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HOLY CAMOLY!! okay, I admit that it's such a weird phrase but well anyway, I am hell-a glad that I've finally got back my PC.YAY! My bro updated something and so, we've this on and off problems and phew,fortunately it is finally o-kay! mmm...

Well, many stuff had happen since the last update and I'm excited to say that I've a new pup! It's uber cute and it's a cross breed between *err..* I'm not sure. It's really naughty because it keeps biting us because well, like all babies, it needs something to bit and chew on to well... soothen their 'itchy-teeth', I'm not sure what do you exactly call those habits babies have that even puppy has and well, my mom coined that so well, there goes the credit. But, nevertheless, it's a really fun pup to play with and especially it being just too cute. :) It's name is Julius because he was born on the 7th of July 2009 and hence, the origin of July was Julius from the great Roman emperor Julius Caesar. I got it from my mom's friend's friend. Get it?

(image not ready, will have it taken once dad hand the cam back to me after his expedition to Laos)

okay,so during the holidays, I've done quite a lot to my roomie. Nothing much has changed just that I've clean and tidy up a lot that now, it is much more 'movable', as I would call it and much more user- friendly to me, that is.



Other than that, I'm pleased to tell everyone that I'm finishing my hefty heavy book:The Face by Dean Koontz. It has a really well,boring beginning but a really epic middle and even towards the end part and boy, I really like the two main characters from that book : Aelfric Manheim (even his name sounds nice) and Ethan Truman.I'm pretty hooked up to this Ethan Truman guy mainly because he sounded so sweet.(err, I know that's so not me) Not in a romantic way (I don't like romantic stuff,for your information) but the attitude that was portrayed by the author was well, really nice.



Besides, I've started taking bible classes and I find it pretty interesting.I've gotten to know more about my religion and it's really comfortable and I also got to know stuff that I already don't know.


Er, that car that he took yesterday was his new car and I don't know what's the type but I'm aware it's a Black Honda that looked something like this.

Oh right and just yesterday, my bro met in an accident. The car is in really bad shape and fortunately my bro was not harm except that he's complaining his chest his pain. I assume he's talking about the sternum because he said the 'middle of my chest'. My mom pestered him to do an X-ray but he was a lil lazy and he dragged on till the afternoon. I'm not sure what happened to the other guy that was involved but according to my brother that guy was okay. There were so many things he needed to settle and complete so today was like a really hyper busy day for him. The car was in totally bad shape. The bumper of the car was gone, the windows were shattered and broken into pieces, both front seat and the rest I'm not too sure because I didn't take a close look to it and I assume the dashboard's windows are broken as well and fortunately, with science, the windshield was not broken into pieces because a protective layer has been added to prevent glass from shattering that could result in devastating damage. Imaging pieces of glass flying and of course, with that kind of impact, surely a few small pieces would cut through some part of your body, especially your face, the most subtle one.

Nevertheless, we're all glad that my bro was all right. No broken limbs and etc. We assume that the car came from the passenger side of the front seat and well,maybe it was trying to turn into a junction or so and since it was in the night, visibility was terrible and it hit right through the passenger side of the front seat. Luckily

Alright, I guess that's it for today. I'll have to do some stuff later so,


Signing off,